So it has been two months since I posted. I am not sure why except that sometimes I see it more as work than fun. I don’t even know who reads it except possibly the people on the email list for getting the posts.
I do not want to end it but I do want to end one thing that may hinder me and posting. The title always starting with Day of Delirium #blah blah blah. I want to change this to just a title without worrying about the day number. It is quite restricting and I find it sad to see that I have only posted just over a years worth of posts in over 9 years of posting. NINE YEARS!!!! WOW! 2-27-10 was my first post. I can not even believe this.
It has been quite the journey and I most certainly not the same person I was when I started this blog. I am going to be almost 50 wow that means I was 40 when I started this blog. Hmmm perhaps this is why I am feeling off. Maybe I needed to investigate my blog to remember where I have been the last 10 years. I believe I will do a re-read of my blog... maybe it will help me decide what to do for my 50th birthday in October and the whole year after.
Originally my 50th birthday was going to be traveling to Paris to see Notre Dame, etc but... not only did Notre Dame burn recently but that same day I found out that my passport that I sent to be renewed was lost. LOST! I finally had awesome stamps in my passport and now it is gone. Lost in the ether of the world. I am extremely sad but at least this loss can’t take my memories or photos from the various trips that are stamped in the passport. I am hopeful that someday it will appear and be returned. I am lucky that due to the loss I was able to obtain my renewal passport in one week. It is rarely that short but due to circumstances they were able to do it for me.
Anyway due to these two devastating situations France is off the table for now. I just want to do something that honors my 50 years on this earth. I am sure I will come up with it but I am open to suggestions from anyone reading. I will be spending my actual birthday with my Mother in Atlantic City and I am really looking forward to that! Two of my favorite things for my birthday.
Ok I feel this was bit stream of consciousness and I should probably stop here. So until next time, be nice to each other and always speak your truth.
Dangrdafne
Because Nice Matters
